Sunday, April 29, 2007

kidz

I just realised i like children alot. Daniel is the name of the sec 5 guy i am going to tutor this coming june plus banja-ing those kids i played soccer with at mac. Damn cute those kids..

Naruto @ Sunday, April 29, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Friday, April 27, 2007

Mayyyyy

WOah! It will be May soon.

Made my choice, yay! Even in the end if it is a wrong decision i will not regret because i did all the neccessary steps before i make this decision. Asked many people including a financial advisor, a banker, a director with MBA and many friends, i think the uni i chosed is the best choice for me. I mean it is better than i chose without thinking and asking around. Hence at least i tried my best to do something for myself.

Spent the last few days doing this task made me damn stress and tired, finally it is over. Got some time for myself liao. Come Aug, studies again ! and work too ! A test of endurance man !

mm..slacken on my ankle therapy. : ( Arghh..04 till 07, been 3 years..Come on! it is time to make it ! ! ! Really i must do it.

In some ways, LY attracts me alot. Maybe the fact that she is a good/clever/nice girl but well i don't know her well. Nevertheless, she is a big sister to me. haha..how Fate pulls strings around. Every years D&D will get to see her but never had a chance to chat with her.

Was at her workstation looking at the pics from past years D&D. Saw this pic and i commented that was qt long ago. She replied yes and said she even remember me that was first time she saw me and that was 3 or 4 years ago! I remember of cos but acted blur..at that time, she was very pretty, now still also lah..oh she remember me from that time! haha...tot she never notices me at all.

Cannot believe it and if she is younger than me i will definitely make my move coz she is the type i like. LOL..da-jie that's what i will call her instead. hahaa..

For now let me enjoy this remaining 2 mths talking n seeing her during lunch break..heh...oh shit, very idiotic of me i guess but heck..I like can liao! whahah..

Her exams is coming to an end next week after 2 years, finally eh..i wish it can still continue so i will have a longer time to erases her from my mind, not that i want thou. Sometimes i wish at that time i did not do that so maybe now got a chance..the funny thing is that she was the one at fault not me..haiz..

Tonite is Engine last espi ? Tot it was last week but never mind, i rather it will never end. Quite emotional for last week espi esp the way they parted. Shall enjoy today ! Swimming tmr again, this time alone..mm, its ok for me coz i dun like to interact when exercising.

Naruto @ Friday, April 27, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Faith

What is faith?

–noun
1.
confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another's ability.
2.
belief that is not based on proof: He had faith that the hypothesis would be substantiated by fact.
3.
belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion: the firm faith of the Pilgrims.
4.
belief in anything, as a code of ethics, standards of merit, etc.: to be of the same faith with someone concerning honesty.
5.
a system of religious belief: the Christian faith; the Jewish faith.
6.
the obligation of loyalty or fidelity to a person, promise, engagement, etc.: Failure to appear would be breaking faith.
7.
the observance of this obligation; fidelity to one's promise, oath, allegiance, etc.: He was the only one who proved his faith during our recent troubles.
8.
Christian Theology. the trust in God and in His promises as made through Christ and the Scriptures by which humans are justified or saved. —Idiom
9.
in faith, in truth; indeed: In faith, he is a fine lad.

Another step in taking a big leap again. Might be the biggest of all in my life but then it wouldn't be if I had not taken the first step. Sometimes in life, you don't even have choices hence you just have to make do with it. I hope I can make the right choice.

Talked to shano yest. Hmm, still as cute as the past of her. She was happy to hear from me ! I am too of cos ! We talked like old friend nia and we managed to remember some of the small but important details, hahaha...Wondered how she looks like now, would she be the same energetic girl I saw in the camp ? We agreed on meeting each other soon, after so long..wow.

Naruto @ Tuesday, April 24, 2007

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Friday, April 20, 2007

Wonderful night

I don't know what to say but it felt good to have some pampering you, being cared at. Just someone giving you the attention, the full attention of it. Yes yes. Although it happens once a very blue moon but still..as they say too much of good things kinda making you not appreciate of life.

Unforgettable night. = ) Wouldn't want to think too much of it too, this time I shall enjoy the moment. Awesome, crazy, wild, all the positive adjective in the dict. At the end of it, feeling really happy for the first time in 2007. Amazed that I could withstand the work for today too and now I am still typing..gosh~

Swimming/tanning tmr with zhao and adrain. heh

Ah..Today is Engine last espi if I am not wrong. Go go go!

off to show

Naruto @ Friday, April 20, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Virginia Tech massacre

I was shocked when I saw this news on the newpaper frontpage. Haiz, why did he do that? And the 33 people were damn unlucky, their family must be feeling very terrible now. Hope they are strong man.

Let's give a minute of slient for the victims.

Naruto @ Tuesday, April 17, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Monday, April 16, 2007

Working life and my shooting star !

After 2 years + in my national service that consisted of duties ( yes i am free from that!), guarding my camp, doing administrative stuffs, managing people and shits..i came to an another phrase in life, that is Office life.

Learnt that one needs to drink 2 cups of coffee to stay awaken to do my job. Maybe its hard to adapt now ..

Learnt that a newcomer in the office is somehow like going to a lion den but as days goes by, it will be much simplier i guess.

Learnt that working is tiring and when you feel like talking to someone, the one infront of you who is 20 years older than you is not free to chat or haven familiar to each other yet. Not like in the army, one can easily chat to each other like bros.

Wearing office wear is somehow nice. heh

Anyway the 2 ladies in my sector were talking damn grossly dirty stuffs today..cannot believe it ! Why sia? maybe when a female gets older, she becomes more XXX. LOL

Bought a pant and 2 shirts last sat and another t-shirt today, yeah! Somehow i like my job, getting to finish my work fast and got that sense of satisfaction. mm Grey aeroplane t-shirt is kinda sweet & nice, jus so fits into me too. If got more lobang pls tell me yeah..ya shd know who you are. : )

Shooting star

When I look at the sky,

I see all the stars twinkling.

They are like the people of this planet,

all emitting different types of light.

I want stand out in that crowd, and shine brighter than everyone else.

I close my eyes and swear.

I entrust my dream to a shooting star.

This is the park I always go to.

I can watch the night scenery from the slide.

Since long ago ts been my own special seat.

Whenever I have troubles, I always come here.

Even since that time, I've been chasing my dream.

Even now, it hasn't come true.

Maybe this is the end.

What a weak voice I speak in.

There are days when i feel bitter about it.

But then I'll remember

looking for the shooting stars in that starry sky.

The wish that I made when I was small
hasn't changed with the passage of time.
When I look at the sky,
I see all the stars twinkling.
They are like the people of this planet, all emitting different types of light.
I want to stand out in that crowd,
and shine brighter than everyone else.

Yea,

I close my eyes and swear. I entrust my dream to a..

Shooting star

The ending song from naruto, the new series. Oh i saw a shooting star before..How nice if i can see one again!
Naruto is never a childish animation instead it is a story about friendship, true heartwarming friendship that can make you think what is actually in life to be all about. I jus love it

Time to live for myself

Naruto @ Monday, April 16, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

White wine..

How the hell of half bottle of white wine can make ya tipsy is beyond me..anyway im turning in now.

Goodnitez to myself...

Naruto @ Saturday, April 14, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

A little bit of nervous and a little bit of stress

Well i did the unthinkable again. Fired my manager just after 1 day of work. hah..Abit sad coz the colleages were quite nice to me. Hmm hopefully that doesn't come back to haunt me ! Seriously i don't mind working there, to train my sales talk which am v poor at it.

Tmr will be working as a 3 mths temp contract at that OFFICE ! God blesss me man. I guess the stress level will be much higher and i need to behave myself. Cannot anyhow play play and must do well ! Just like a good old Jeffrey ! Somehow the nervous disease is eating into me now, like tmr is coming in a few hours time. Hmm..stress man..putting my facade on again.

How i wish i can share this with someone now, almost all my friends are busy with their life. Nvmind there is always Lonewolf to accompany me, how ironic that I kept him as my idol 10 years ago and now he is my motivator. haha...10 years later still the same old Jeffrey.. =)

Mm..missed Mrs Tan death anniversary due to my ankle and that reason! Now writing this is useless man! @#$% quick come may then adeline and I will pay Mr Tan a visit !

Ok tmr night, i will go thru the SIM documents i took back and need to decide by the 18th ! !

Naruto @ Wednesday, April 11, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Good Friday

Attended two services on friday, yes its Good Friday. First time been soo religious about this day. Well, I went to St Mary of the Angels for the morning service with my family. Its nice to have the whole family going to the church =) Then later I went to expo to meet jon for the chc service cum drama. Hmm, as usual it is a very "loud" service and quite interactive too. The drama was nice as well esp the renactment of Jesus being..

At that time, I become more understanding of the sentence " Jesus died for us so we can live " sort of the meaning..like how your parents will protect you.

Oh well..i met e99 cell grp after 3 mths. Mm i am quite dao. Felt bad too but..i just cannot be as the usual Jeffrey infront of them liao..esp that scene. hai..how paiseh was I at that time in the hospital. Nice to meet them again..

Oh..

Good moments will end, it is just the matter of time. Yeah you will be sad and misses them when its over but still life goes on..

Treasure the good times and try to keep it in a journal hence you can relate to them when you are 80 yrs old : p

Two days more will be Easter Sunday..

Naruto @ Saturday, April 07, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Fitness is slowly back

Yah, I went to des house go gym today. Well..for me personally i got a few good frens and she is one of them. Always doing the unconventional ways of things, thats what i like abt her..( still i tink there is a X-file doc on her lol, must ask her tmr )

Gyming at her house today was good..she mentioned i am becoming thinner. Shucks..Eat more Jeffrey, don't think so much, don't brood, eat more , think more positive stuffs, luff more and you will get fat like pri 2 times! haha..

Life was soo easy then..

anyway tmr gg to swim, hopefully the weather is good ! I want some vit D!

After talking to joel, both of us felt better..Bro, jia you ! Thou you will not be looking at this, somehow i know I know you know ! hah..lame..

Logging off now.... .. .. . . .. . .. .. . .. . .. . .well, i hope some people's behaviour like e fun loving side of her will remains the same as before because the last few days i been too emotionally wrecked due to joel matter and some stuffs hence might caused some misunderstanding between us.

Peace !

Naruto @ Tuesday, April 03, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Some of the nono's that in a bgr faced

Talked to shu yang this noon..and found out some stuffs. Yeah i know some but from her real life experiences reminded me again.

1) Either partner should never be sticky. Example the girl is facing her exams now, the guy shouldn't really keep calling her everyday for contact. That will make the girl feel that the guy damn sticky and dont know how to prioritise.

2) Either partner should try to be sensitive to each other, if not try to communicate well and solve it. Example, her ex disliked her to hang out with her make friends but the point is her majority of friends are guys. Apparently this continued for quite some time till after the broke up, she took this issue very seriously when considering of patching back.

3) Compatibility issue. Well i hate this word.

Anyway for me it all falls on how long the couple been together in order to find out more of each other but then again in order to have a couple together, there must be some compatibility in it in the first place. So pls don't use "total" incompatibility as an excuse for a break off.

The usual way of meeting your next possible gf/bf

Being friends with each other.

1) Slowly find out each other then it will goes to 2) , 3) or 4)

2)-There are infatuations falling between each other ( The 1st step to a casual relationship)

3)-The guy got a serious infatuation on the girl while of cos, the girl don't know it. All the while the friendship is still on-going. ( The most usual case in a heartbroking scene in korean shows but its true )

4)- Both the girl and guy feels that nahz, jus been friends can liao. That will goes to 5) or 6)

5) After friends for years, that become good friend status for them. ( Yeah, kinda nice seriously)

6) Jus for the sake of saying we are friends, slowly both of them will drift away.. . . . ..

Jeffrey's defination of Casual relationship, there are huggings, kissings etc like in a long relationship.

1)I supp the trick is to treat ur inital partner in the most non-serious way as you still ticking compatibility checkboxes to see whether how compatibility are both of you. That is call having a casual relationship. (mm, i never had a compatibility checkbox list before and i guess i try not to coz seems soo..not like in love but like a bot )

2) After the first step which i think will last like 3 months, both of you should know by now. Add up the ticks and you will see the result !

3) Ok, maybe the male partner sees his result as "wow, so many ticks. that's good..maybe she is the one" while the girl result was totally opp from the guy and she slowly drifted off.Here is how a casual relationship blown off.

Hmm..there is something to think about for this casual relationship status.

How would the guy/girl know that "hey, we are in a casual relationship now" ? Maybe the girl thinks that "I am in a serious relationship" while the guy thinks otherwise..

It would be strange that before going in a casual relationship, both of them would announced " Let's treat this as a casual relationship" It would possibly implies that " this is just a fling, not a serious relationship so don't put too much hope in it.

Hence even before actually going into that relationship, there is already distrust within each other ( if either partner don't really understand the term of casual relationship or the term jus soo not trustworthly ( that's for me ) )

Oh what am i saying now..oh yeah..totally off from the topic !hah..

My good friend joel is facing his worse time in life now, i don't know how to help him. Jus feel sad for him and at the same time, i am sad too.

Some ways to counter in the nono's in a bgr faced

1) Communicate well, tell each other what you are facing now

2) Have a common group of friends ! That's the best possible way i can think. If not, trust her or him..of cos, the girl has to play a part too if she keep acc her guys frens. wouldn't that be kinda weird.

Haiz..its so hard to hao hao tan yi ge lian ai. So many uncertainties and sadness even before a relationship starts

Now there is this song " I can't take my eyes off you " on 93.8. Yeah, a lovely sadness song..I believe that will occur during any infatuations period that a person having.

What a long post..hah..mm its like a flowchart eh..lol
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Yeah its april now. Looking forward for this month !
1) Job !

2) Studies for the future, time to make a decision

3) Concentrate on training my ankle !

4) Muggy on my online cert and that investor seminars ! heh..

5) Wanna goo ecp bike le..not that expressway ! To missie, when ya free ?

Naruto @ Monday, April 02, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Jus some random tots in this yawning noony

-A big cat scratched me on my left hand yest, fierce!

-I used my butt to open the door then strangely that big cat shook her bum in front of me. Nice shaky bummy there :p

-Someone tried to strangle me and later thinking of stabbing my neck with a butter knife, that called for an attempted murder !

-We saw a horsey yest, kinda cute. Enjoyed the 915 minutes with ya. Did you? ; )

- Am too childish ? Just being myself for the night

-I dreamt of my big thumb being sliced off and some weird dreams :/

- Doing something different this time round starting today

-Logging off now . . . . . ................................................................. .... ..........

Naruto @ Sunday, April 01, 2007

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