Sunday, February 12, 2006

Brooding pain

As Im typing this now, my back is in pain. Well, i was on the bed, lying for the whole day so i guess i have to sit up abit. I learnt a few things from this current pain. Health is very important. Family ties are very important as well. And being scare of something is a common thing for human. And lastly, never goes against Heaven wills! Sounds im losing confidence yah, esp the part of "never goes against Heaven wills"

My pain became worse on Friday night esp after my afternoon nap. I cannot take the pain anymore hence i asked my mum to bring me to A&E for x-ray. Well the doc say its just back pain so gave me some pain killers and cream.

Well, the next day i went to my tie da, and after looking at the x-ray she say, the verebrates at the end of my spinal is very dangerously pressing to each other. The lucky thing is that it did not press the nerve or else, my legs will become numb. Hearing this, i went stunned. During the tie da session, she adjusted my spinal, stating by adjusting the verebrates the pain will decrease. During the session, i remember it was around this time last year, i was at here too. How ironic is that.This morning, i woke up. The pain was unbearable, unable to sit or stand up at all. This make me realised, how a Back can be so important to a human being.

During this time, my family esp my mum helped me alot. Its like time stopped. I am still in 2002, during the time i broke my ankle. I am indebted to my family. How can i repay them? After my recovery of my back, I hope i will able to treat them better!

I was scared, i unable to walk. I am still scare. God, please help me. I believe, i am fated not to play soccer. So many clues yet i still taking for granted. So i guess now this is the ultimate last chance to change my stance. I surrender. From now on, i will not play any soccer unless those just touch and go with my sister or kids. Please let me fulfill this promise Lord.

Its terrible of me, when i am ok i am a distance from God. Then when things happened, i went begging. To err is human i guess. After this, i will learn to go nearer to my religion. Amen

Naruto @ Sunday, February 12, 2006

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Hooking e last finger

Made a promise with dexiang. I hope i can do it! =)

Naruto @ Saturday, February 04, 2006

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

One of my new wish in this New 2006 year!

I couldn't pity myself more longer..everything i took my body for granted. I thought i am a God. I am not. I sprained my back again due to soccer today. The ironic thing was that just before i went to play, a friend told me he is not playing due to aches in his body. I told him that, human mental power is much stronger than you think, Mind over Body! Well, just that my body couldn't take the stress level i put though. Jus so ironic...

Now as im typing it, my back is aching..its painful till i unable to squat.
:((( HELP!!! DAMN!! I hate my empty promises...I told myself, i going to on a diet of soccer games till i recover fully. I did not. The lure of scoring, playing, going pass players had me eat my own words again!!

Sometimes..i think my mental strength on activites like games & etc is too strong, even my parents say when can i able to look after myself, not to let them worried : (

I should change the route of the excessive mental power on things that worth more of my time and now

i understand the proverb "The greatest enemy is not anyone but yourself"

To able to attain the greatest level in oneself, you have to defeat the demon in you. Im not getting any soccer games till i recover fully! maybe just soccer with those pri sch kids but not high level soccer games. Just cannot..This is one of my new wish in this new year!

Naruto @ Thursday, February 02, 2006

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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Unexpected thing happened on 171!

After the long break and yes..my CNY was full of food! Till i went to toliet many times. Pig of me! Even im having stomach pain, i still eat as my parents wanted to have a late supper! Anyway then on 31th, chu 3 it was my mummy birthday! hee..we went to Hilton Hotel, at the Cheekers ( dunno whether is the right spelling ) for High Tea. The ambience was quite nice as there were only few pple in the restaurant. The rating for the food is like 7.5/10. Yummy mini tarts to unlimited fresh fruit juices, my fav! The whole family really enjoyed alot esp my dad and mum, three of us ( the children ) were damn full liao wor but my parents power! still continue eating..hahaha

Oh yah, something happened today on 171, the bus i took home everyday when im on course at the base. The story goes like this :

After the physical training which we played soccer. oh yah, had a v good game. I scored a goal using my left foot and a friend commented im both footed! hhmm..anyway that's include two falls on the floor. One warrent a huge scrap on my right leg while for another fall, i break my fall luckily, using my hand to grab my friend crotch when im abt to fall!! hahaa! Both of us were on e floor groaning then, oh my..lol Thanks matt mates for this funz! long time did not sweat and had funz already!

Back to story, on the way home on 171. My friends and I got to the back of the bus. Two of my friends got seats while i did not so lan lan, i stood in front of them. Suddenly, an pretty ang moh stood up from her seat and offered her seat to me. I was stunned and dunno what to say. I just yelled, "for what" Just as the words came out from my mouth, i knew it was a bad start. Luckily she was not offened by my rudeness. She pressed on, asking me to seat. I asked her why and she say, she's getting down soon so its allright. I hesitanted as im in my army smart 4 lor and somemore she's a lady ( the surrounding was like this, there were still 3 sch girls behind me and almost all pple at the back of the bus were noticing this commotion ) Im just too paiseh to take the seat lor!

In the end, i took the seat. Once seated, she patted my shoulder and said " So you sitting down here and let me standing up " I was stunned but she quicked waved off and say it was a joke. The bustop came, i say goodbye to her but she say she's not getting down yet. I immediately stood up and offered the seat back to her. She did not want the seat back and say i should sit. My friend was the telling me, i should sit least she will get offened. This ang moh then told me, if im not sitting down she would be upset. I told her no, you should sit. The conversation ended, she was offened! The seat left empty while both of us remains standing till she alighted in two bustops time.

Am i in the wrong of being a gentlemen! ?! ?!

Well esp in my smart 4, i will definitely paiseh if i accept her offer, which i did! Then she still on the bus, i offered the seat back to her. Is that a wrong?

Lastly, why did she offer her seat? First time, a lady offer wor somemore a pretty ang moh! maybe i tink too much but well..im recaping back now..maybe jus maybe im i guttsy enuff, i could have a conversation with her and get her number! haha..

Anyway thanks Ms Kind Ang moh lady :p

Naruto @ Wednesday, February 01, 2006

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