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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Pink IC!

This post has been delayed for 3 mths! Yes Yes, I finally received my pink IC after 2 years and 2 months of hardships in the national service. After getting it, i was delighted by it and kissed it after out from my base gate ! Grinning from cheek to cheek heh...

mm..took a hike from a contracter van and told him about it! He was happy for me too..! well happiness do spread ! He added this thou, yes he was happy that when he orded too but when outside the world, working..the stress level will be alot more! I agreed with him..

Upon alighting, he wished me good luck and vice versa of me too.

I am totally clueless in the outside world, like a worm crawling to jus have some bite on the green pastures and well..lots of birds hovering above me. Of course, i am scare!

For now, just let me celebrate for this moment of happiness. When out to the real world, then will pia and suffer lol

Need to be strong, humble, a never say die attitude or whatever shits to get thru it ! yeah!! yeah !


Let me recap, on that certain 20th of dec 04 in Tekong..I was walking with the other recruits and on that particular station, there was someone there standing. As each of us passed thru him, we had to pass him our pinky. That's the outrageous part, the passing was jus soo unceremoniously !

Jus like that, each of us pinky would be missing from us for 2 years ! ;((

Now its back with me! heh..yay finally !

Well..maybe its not a big deal to people but yes it means alot to me..the ordeal of finally escape from army means alot to me. Not that I am that sick of it but..maybe jus maybe because of it, my life changed alot..for bad n for the good.

Better late than never, 3 months later than my mates is actually no big deal!

Now my path is clear, its for me to create my own life!

I don't care, i will create the best path for myself!

Yes yes, I still have my ankle problem with me but nevertheless I will make it recover !

And with God's blessing, I can be what i can be !


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-Controlled for 1 week and 1 day ! : ) Continuing !

Naruto @ Thursday, March 29, 2007


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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

To missie o.0

1. An animation freak

2. Move on ! vooommm

3. Black ! You are the first girl i know that likes black

4. Lame-ing with me every now and then ! a companion of mine for that and probably others wha hah !

5. The long hair girl who sat at cannteen 2, reading a book if im not wrong.

6. Vampires lo..hah

7. Whose tongue is longer? =p

8. If I do this for you, you must post this }post{ on ur blog!

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 28, 2007


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To yun!

1. You surely can graduate this year! Have faith yay! I want to see you in ur squary hat :p

2. Be as intimate as possible with ur bf during the bangkok trip but not excessive ! 0O00

3. 2 colours of a rainbow, coz you always make me laugh when we chatted. =)

4. Frank esp yest at biz canteen we talked abt that that. Shocked am I! hah..but hey, thanks for confiding in me, this shows how dear our friendship is !

5. Well, that happened during my proj days, if im not wrong our first meeting you acc me to buy IC chips at Sim lim tower! hee..

6. Bees?

7. Nothing much le except after your bangkok trip, tell me e details!

8. If I do this for you, you must post this }post{ on ur blog!

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 28, 2007


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Monday, March 26, 2007

If you leave a comment on my taggy..

1. I'll respond with somethin random about you

2. I'll challenge you to try something

3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you

4. I'll tell you something I like about you

5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of

7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you

8. If I do this for you, you must post this }post{ on ur blog!

Naruto @ Monday, March 26, 2007


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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

A long day out~

Its been a few months since i went out window shopping, movie and chilling at some cafes. Managed to do that today and well caused my poor ankle suffering now. Thanks to someone who guided me from one part of orchard to another way further part ! haha...

300, a freaking nice movie, full of bloody scenes and omg fighting styles and tactics! I am goin to buy this movie as a keep sake! Ah, got nude scenes too hahah! The girl beside me was loving it, amazed ! Oh she was enjoying e bloodi scenes i mean..about the sexual ones, not so sure..so are you? ;p

Learnt one phrase " Because I am kind" yaya..ego manic guy who said that from the movie. Its funny to use that thou..heh

Anyway since after my ORD, i never enjoyed my freedom at all till now! The air of freedom is delicious! yummy yummy!

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Dear God, i wish my ankle quickly recover so i can go work soon.

Dear God, sometimes i wish my ankle did not occurred that accident before

Dear God, growing up is hard you know..how i wish i am the 9 years old little boy again where Mrs Tan would always look after me and i can play n play..

yeah..I know why i am saying all this now and why i keep enjoying my life..because i am sort of under a kinda depression. Its like my ankle is actually keeping my life from evolving better..

Its like..i want to do that yet cannot..do this yet cannot..

Keeping myself from turning into a wreck, i just continue to enjoy my life doing some informative stuffs like papers, stocks yet..But i know this is not the time to do that..

Need a fucking plan...to start off my life soon!

"Stay motivated despite trying circumstances: There's no doubt that world can be frustrating, but remember that you can choose your response to your environment. If you make a conscious decision to begin each day with a positive outlook, negative conditions at work can't take that away from you. Aim to increase your self-awareness so you can better understand your emotional hot buttons."

I hate that blooodi guy who did that to me! yes i hate him..I always thinking of extracting my revenge on him..but i know i should not do that..

If one day..i manage to seee him again, I hope that day wouldn't come...or am i hoping it?

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 21, 2007


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Dreaming

There is a chinese phrase where I can related to yesterday night. I forgot what is that call but the meaning is like you keep thinking about it until you dream about it, something so surreal like the song wu ne wei li. : (

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 21, 2007


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Sunday, March 18, 2007

I miss the X'mas atmosphere in..

How wonderful will one be to feel the X'mas atmosphere in a church! The nice relaxing cheerful songs, consist of x'mas carols, piano playing and the people atmosphere where you can actually feel yeah, it will be cheerful occasion today!

I missed 06 X'mas due to my recuperation at home..so when I went to church today and felt the solemen yet peaceful surrounding and suddenly out came a nice song which sounded like a christmas song..i feel sad that i missed it..

I need to be more firm about my religious as I become older..

Naruto @ Sunday, March 18, 2007


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Saturday, March 17, 2007

Tao Pi, running away = failure ?

After watching episode four of Engine, I am speechless again. Ok let's list down in point forms for me to read easily when I want to relate it again

-- This cute little fatty is goddamn cute especially his side-view smile, omg..am i a child grabber? lol

--The main actress as usual made my eyes strained because of the constant staring at her! Esp when her reaction to the death angel of sticking to each driver when racing remark by another lady. Nice!

--Well after watching each espisode on friday really make my night high! Yeah not those high! Its the spiritually, mentally high lol. Today this main character told this cute fatty that, running away is being a failure.

I wonder how true is that because if that so, alot of people are failure and that's including me.

Successful people takes failure in their strides and continue their believe in their ways of life. Instead of running away, they face it directly. I got this friend, he actually take some time of his life learning to write using both of his hand, as the usual person would just stick to their preferred hand. Strange as it sounds, I like him alot maybe his thinking is damn fucking positive!

Let's not run away and face our problems shall we! That's including relationship, work, spiritual life and many more. Again, if we face all of it, wouldn't we be tired? I guess so, that's why people run away from their problems...

But at least this episode reminds me that running away is not a solution. hehe..oh that fatty went on to face his problem..nice ending eh. Yeah i will try not to run away !

Van, you should try too esp on ur relationship ache ! oh enjoyed the time today, hope you too. Pls stop the teacher behaviour although it was nice to see you acting. muahha

Naruto @ Saturday, March 17, 2007


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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Delighted or negative feelings?

Should I be delighted or worry myself after today?

Today I went for my doctor appointment and well, he answer in a very politicially way for the pain on my ankle.

He asked me whether do I still feel e original pain in my ankle, i said no. Then what pain do i have not? I pointed him about the areas that i feel the pain.

He replied, that's good. Since the original pain is gone, that operation is successful. While the pain you having now are the operation pain, it will recover soon. He noted that recovery rate for bone injury is much faster than tendon/ligament injury.
The latter is 3 to 6 months time. Oh yeah, the next appointment is 3 mths time so add together from the operation, i will have a 6 mths period of recovery.

He added, i can have my normal life back, go out work etc..yeah i am happy that he said that but kinda have this worrying mindset that why do i still have this pain. Cannot blame me that I do not really trust the doctor after the exp i had.

Really, I don't wish to have any operations already. I had enough..I hope my ankle can just recover and i will walk with a good pair of legs.

Oh I bought a $85 ankle brace, damn ex right but it helps alot.

It come to my mind that, if an optimistic guy will take the news happily while on the other hand a pessimistic guy will take the negative news gravely.

So what am I?

haha...no choice this is my 2nd operation after all. I need to smile at it !

God bless me!

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Saw this at msn just now!

Could you stop spending for a month?

That sense of empowerment infused many participants' appraisal of their experiences. Even those who fell off the wagon early and often -- like Nicole, who had to move unexpectedly during the month -- said the experiment taught them that they usually have options to spending money.

"I think what I've learned can only help me in the future," wrote Nicole, who lives near Washington, D.C. "That if I decide to do something, I can do it, and that I can make do with what I've got."

Falling off the wagon Most of us, by the way, couldn't get through the whole month without an unnecessary purchase. Some beat themselves up for their lapses, while others thought their off-the-plan purchases were justified, like a celebratory dinner out after hearing about a promotion or a great deal on carpeting they just couldn't let pass.

Some stayed strong even with grave temptation. Underwood, for example, wrote that his hardest challenge was attending a free seminar hosted by gardening guru Ed Hume.

Note : I was laughing when I read the last para. Gardening, of all things!

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 14, 2007


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I Don't wanna know

MARIO WINANS LYRICS

"I Don't Wanna Know"

(feat. P. Diddy)

[P. Diddy - talking]
Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I'ma call you right back
I'm doin' this mixtape right now
Now back to what I was sayin

[Verse 1 - Mario Winans]
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Verse 2 - Mario Winans]
Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Break - Mario Winans]
Did he touch you better then me (touch you better then me)
Did he watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep)
Did you show him all those things that you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)

[Verse 3 - P. Diddy]

I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra G's (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave
Holla, yeah

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 14, 2007


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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Engine, voommm~~

Its been sometimes there is a Jap drama telecast on our SG channels!!! The korean wave had fully destroy our jap mentally! Still remember e jap's wave hitted us..well not its e opposite le. Anyway anyway....now got this Jap drama "engine"

mm..i like this main character, the guy. He is dashing in his own ways with a great sense of humor in this show! Example a couple of students were fighting each other, suddenly he would jus barged in without the care and talk to one of the student on a topic totally out of point!!

He is quite lame too and oh..e female character is prettiiiii~ yeah i like her! ! Another incentive to buy that! haha...lame of me.

mm..i not sure about korean dramas but i am certain most jap dramas will definitely invoke a great sense of thinking in you when you watch it. Yeah, their actions and words can touch you, motivate you or those positive/negative thoughts!

After watching e 2nd epsi..i feel better. I rem there was this scene this school girl was telling him about how her parents left her and the unfair the world is. Then guy who was driving that old school bus told this sec cutie that, life is unfair, the day you born is already is. All kinds of unfairness from richness to whatsoever. Continue with his family background, on that the girl asked him why didn't he felt strange talking about it. He just casually brushed it away, saying why must I feel so.

Oh he was complaining his unfairness about the new driver at his former Japanese racing club, stating that how life is so unfair that that guy with his rich family background gave him a better headstart etc. Due to his rich family backing, that racing club actually accept him as the main driver. That's why this main character was complaining.

But onus to him, he never give up. He jus state that he will not give up. Then he told that cutie, you should race too! She replied hur...which the guy say, why not? You are racing too, the race of your lifetime. Racing with your life, getting the things you want etc..Later this cutie told everyone, she indeed taking the race, on getting to uni.

At this point, i felt..stupid. Dearly i am. For the past few days, i have been feeling down due to my ankle. Its March now yet not really keep to the schedule of my recovering plan. Yeah, somehow that show give me the encouragement. I should race too, no matter what. That's like getting my ankle well, or getting a job!

mm..watching that scene is worth 100x more that jus reading my words!

People say humans are jus mere actors in this big earthly stage..agreed?

Yeah...!!!!

oh..its all right of what she thoughts, do..because overall that doesn't help me at all. Just be myself, why scare! hehe..

Naruto @ Saturday, March 10, 2007


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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

March..

Currently I am afraid, maybe I am thinking too much. Hopefully it will not happen at all.

Rehab rehab rehab!!

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 07, 2007


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