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Jeffrey Lee aka giggsy

In the process of learning oneself !

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Turning point in my camp life!

I have decided that i should be a bad guy from now on. What made me turned to this route? On last friday, my oc burnt my offs, a total of 5. What happened was i covered my man off hence i was blamed for this. I admitted this was my mistake. A mistake of helping my friend, a mistake of being a good guy to my men. They did not appreciate my kindness and instead repaid me in term of tonnes of worries and ugly words from oc. Being a serg is like being a slave master, if did not do well, e master will hit out at the slave master.

Enuff of blaming pple. I have myself to be blame. I shared this with my friend yuling, he say im too good to be true. haha..Time to assert my authority on my men. Even then, i still got this feeling these men will still remain as blur as sotong and will challenge my words. Too good, bite me back. Too bad, things will get worse. Its like being a manager to a group of workers huh? Its time to see whether my leadership trait works...eh, on a group of lazy bummers. If they are a group of highly motivated pple , i tink it will not ba a prob at all. Ok, that's all.

Naruto @ Saturday, March 25, 2006


ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Went to Mrs Tan death anniversary

Mrs Tan was my babysitter when i was like p1? She took care of me until sec 1 then i told my mum that i able to look after myself at home :p

She passed away on march 27th 2002. I remember i picked this call from Aunty Suan, the only daughter of Mrs Tan. She told me Mrs Tan passed away and asked us whether going for for the wake. Of course we did. That was the last time i paid respect to her.

For the next four years my family and i always visit Mr Tan during the CNY period. However this year, my family was not free hence i went alone on a Friday i tink. That day, his elder son was there with his wife. I always call them pliot uncle and aunty mifong respectively, as he is a pliot! cool hor..
Anyway I stayed for lunch and chatted with Mr Tan and them for quite a long time. Even saw her daughter which i carried her when she was 8 mths old? now sec 2 wor..how times flies! Ah Mr Tan kept talking about Time flies v fast blah blah...hee..I miss them u know..

Anyway I asked Aunty Mifong about paying respect to Mrs Tan on her death anniversay, she say can be arrange.

On the 19th of march, they went to pay respect. I went too. Guess what, i manage to contact adeline, my companion during Mrs Tan babysitting time. :)
Have not see her for 10+ years i tink..she grew taller, think we are the same height! We never talk much, guess both of us were shy. hee! anyway its somehow made my heart relax after seening Mrs Tan after 4 years. I say a slient prayer to her and a heart of gratiude for looking after me so well. I can say that she and Mr Tan taught me alot of things, fed me well and disciple me well too. So many things want to tell her and Mr Tan, but as a guy..i don't know how to express my feeling to them. Hope they understand that! :)

Thank you Mrs Tan.

Naruto @ Thursday, March 23, 2006


ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Drowsing from stress and work load

Its been 1 month from my MATT course, a 2 wks course at soa. A year ago I was at there mugging every weeks for 3 mths for this ammo tech badge. One year later, we were back! hehee!! lalala! We were at there during CNY period somemore! Was quite memorable. =)

During the course, we played games like 007 bang bang, there was a Guess the number game too and guess the picture game. oh e loser of 10 times need to do something funny.hahA! Quite slack hor, was enjoying the days there! The mates, e food on the plate and e scenery! hai, why must this course lasted 2 wks only. I shall upload my pics here next time! will always rem this!!

Chinese New Year was funz too. Went to my uncle house and saw her youngest daughter. She was with her doggie, lucky is her name. haha...Damn cute lor, i even recorded her barking sounds on my hp and set it on my ring tone! Its a Dog Year after all!! I can write alot but then again, its not necc..sometimes some memory keep it to mind is e best.

Now today, 1st of march. hhmm...undergoing a very different type of stress enviroment now. I never exp this before. I don't want to say what happened because it will just make me angry and hurt again. Hopefully i can get use to it and get over this process quickly. Need to do my part as well too which i did?? nvm..just do it again!! Cannot quit and give up right!

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 01, 2006


ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.