Sunday, June 25, 2006

beady

Naruto @ Sunday, June 25, 2006

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The $$ converted from my treasure box into these.. :p

Naruto @ Sunday, June 25, 2006

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The secret of Life

Naruto @ Sunday, June 25, 2006

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Care for some heads?

Naruto @ Sunday, June 25, 2006

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An old police jeep. Amazing

Naruto @ Sunday, June 25, 2006

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My sister art piece, not bad le..

Naruto @ Sunday, June 25, 2006

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Monday, June 05, 2006

World Cup is comming!!

Yeahhh, World Cup 2006 is coming! This saturday is the opening match! Oh my god, the competition that everyone, er almost every except the ladies? hahaa!! I gotta enjoy the festival of it, the brillant and excitment of the teams that are playing. Notably England! I hope Ronney is able to make it. Well, the competition that occur once every 4 years, let it begin!

By the way, tomorrow all of human race will exp the day of 060606 Day. Its like occurred every 100 years..so i guess it is pretty unique to me. Yeah i miss the sega saturn game, its related to 060606 too..!

Naruto @ Monday, June 05, 2006

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Somehow i felt good and lively in my heart.

Yeah, i knew this was the moment. The self-realization that she will never come back to you again. Even i moved a mountain or carry 10 tonnes of grains for her..haha! Anyway in a serious tone, i know i did everything i can, yes everything i can do to try to touch her heart again, let her fall in love with me again. I couldn't do much more, after all i am a mere human. This is the latter i am chosing now. To chose to be happy, not just to chose..is letting my heart chose freely. Without any pressure on me, telling me to forget her. I just can easily, say..hey i am not missing you anymore. After a year, days and nights of drifting back to e past, letting her know that i will wait for her through letters, smss, and even present. She just wouldn't brave the moment to meet me and talk it out, instead MSNed me..well if that's what she wanted, i respect her. I think, the moment came when she told me. Telling me to stop, telling whatever concern i gave to her, she do not need it. Initally i was sad for the next few days. Who wouldn't, after spending a year on a lost love. But after some thoughts and went to CHC Emerge 2006, i felt something different. There is a world out there to breathe and fight for! Friends to make, a life to make out of and many things. Amen. oh yeah, i hope she read that email..goodbye sy and helloo to my new world!

Naruto @ Monday, June 05, 2006

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

The day i long awaited for..

I know one day she will contact me..i just know that. Well she did after all. Few days back, on the 30th i think. She MSNed me while i was chatting with my friends. Stunned, shocked and very surprised when i saw her email on the msn window. I thought it was someone else initally but it was her. Too shocked to react, i thought of the scenarios why would she want to contact me. In my heart, i wish she wanted to keep in touch with me but it proved otherwise. Yes i knew, she would not attempt to contact me unless..After 1 year and 1 month of not keeping in touch, i felt strange. It was like, i always thought of her almost every days and nights and i always wish that she will return back to my side someday or maybe become friends. Those memories always difted back to me, on the places we went etc..although we had a short time together, still it was a relationship that was hard to move on.

After much hestiation i began to chat. From the begining, she spoke her mind. In short, she wanted me to stop all the contacting, the gifts, cards. I was shocked when she say that and curious why she took so long till now..As the last moment i contacted her was the card i sent, that was 1 mth + ago..and the things she say was some months ago i did. From what i see, she just couldn't take it anymore. I guess she would think, that was the limit. aha..So in the end, she just took the initative to MSNed me. It came out of the blue and went off in a flash too..without much talk, she was offline. Forever.

There were two ways for me to react. Be sad or happy. I chosed the former. The way she confronted me was not new but after a year she still has that cold hearted in the way of doing things made me sad. After all, we had a love relationship that happened only once or twice in a person life. I was very sad. I thought contacting her once again will be a happy thing. We will be embracing with each other in the name of love. Am i just too naive and romantic..haha!! She gave me 4 mins, of conversation and leave my heart broken once again. I felt that was unfair to me. Couldn't she just tell me earlier..saying that, whatever you do, i will never be touch again. Letting me in a loss for a year..that was a cruel thing to do. But i know love is blind and there are no rights and wrongs in a relationship.

Naruto @ Sunday, June 04, 2006

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