Monday, December 24, 2007

Ending of this blog

Yeah just drop by to say goodbye to my blog. 2008 is coming and i should say well let it come, shoo the bad moments and welcome the goodies !! This blog accompanied me for 2 years since 2005, thru the ups and downs and some of the drafts hold many secrets too. I will not delete it but put aside just like a piece of treasure in a good hiding place. When i feel like touching it again, just log in and read.

2007 has been kind to me. : )

It is like a cycle. There are friends to make, keep and leave behind. Hopefully 2008 there will be more of the former.

Learnt many things and know that my learning curve is just sooo at the beginning of the tip. Will jia you!!!!!!!

Though my ankle still not fully recover but i know 2008 will be the turning year! The year of fitness for me! I will and thou shall do it ! hee!

Ok then..byebye my lovely blog.

Welcome my new blog soon..shall be a secret this time after all blog is a personal dairy from the start.

Naruto @ Monday, December 24, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

To mae

During the last six months, we comforted, helped and encouraged each other when we were quite down at heart.

I remember the first song she sent me was from elvis and many songs in this new lappy was from her later..

We went out for outings together. Had luffers and funz.

We would disturb each other, tickle or even beat each other, kaoz..crazy girl hah.

She cannot blame me that i like her because there is no right or wrong in liking someone

I just want the friend that been thru a lot with me this year to be with me on my birthday. Maybe that caused the most of the tension

I told her my darkest secrets. I trusted her alot.

Thru the night, she really encouraged, helped me alot by punching my left shoulder many times. ouchz..

Then I made a mistake of intruding her personal space. Made her uneasy about it.

I am sorry about it. Really. Learnt to control myself next time.

The past failures made me more mature in handling this now. Last time I would be quite upset and moody but now I can said I coping well n good.

Maybe we discussed much about ourselves and particularly on me. oh work and sch play a part too.

Simple and sweet, I cherish and appreciate this friendship more than my liking on her.

Truthfully, I never have this kind of friendship before. Like the platonic friends in the Tommy Page mv " Shoulders to cry on"

Realised that there are many angles in looking at one matter.

I cannot force someone to like me the way I wanted, why not I accept the kind of friendship love she given to me

We may be still friends but the magic and closeness of it might disappear. I do not want the concern, care, laming, di-siaoing, slapping etc to be missing..definitely not the moment i can grab ur palm and feel it lol..( just kidding, trying to be lighthearted abit here ) damn u, i just remember you actually grabbed my breast that night. o_O

I do not wish the lose the magical feeling. Do you ?

It takes two hands to clap to a great friendship like this. Let it be a continuously applause yeah

Don’t let this mistake of mine ruin our friendship while neither do I want to stress you too.

I am not sure what do you think of this, or i might be thinking much again but frankly i had got over it and all these are true. Just so to let you know this..

Sure. how sure? Very sure. ;p

till then : )

Naruto @ Saturday, June 30, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Pretenders

After the trip from PU, I found out that louis is a playboy, who sleeps around and likes to talk bad about his friends. What happened was while I was resting in the other tent during the night; i overheard some of the conversation between G.Z and him. They were talking about girls. I am ok with that as a guy because I do that too but what louis say next disgusted me.

He just wants to know any girls just to have sex with them, describing to G.Z about the girls he made use of and how he know them, sweet talk them and most importantly deceiving them that he was harmless, funny and good to be with then slowly gain the girl trust and lastly try to bed her or take advantage of her.

Later in the next morning, Adrian told me something more about him. As he was in the same tent with him, I have not doubts about his words. Moreover, Adrian is a guy I can trust with my eyes closed as both of us went through a lot during army time together. He told me not to trust him; I was perplexed and asked him to explain it.

Adrain explained during the night, louis kept talking bad about the friends he had, why they got big ass, their characters etc “she thinks she very pretty but to me, she is so ugly but still I need to pretend, said good things about her when I am in front of her”

He stated, this type of person is too fake. Imagine that when he is with other friends, what kind of bad stuffs he can think of to said about you. He told me if next time got outing, please don’t ask him along.

Come to think of it, all the time he was talking and sticking to Yuen Mae. Not really talking to yuling etc. Trying to hitch her even I told her that she is my friend. Showed no respect to me and her at all. To think that Yuen Mae was talking to him so happily without knowing his dirty mind.

What a pretender, to think that I supported him much during the army time.

Despicable. Hai..just my luck to know him. At least now i know what kind of person he is. Oh, i felt bad and worried for Yuen Mae as he got to know her, the only female during the trip. I just hope Yuen Mae wouldn’t be so naïve. I would avoid this type of guy if I am her. There is no point having him as a friend.

And of cos, he attended acting classes before, thats why so good in faking.

I am thinking, did I over-reacted?
No, not at all. And I am not going continue this friendship with him, degrading my integrity if I to be his friend. And moreover, he did not treat me as one.

Moral of the story : Be careful of the friends you got. U never know when they would actually..stab you.

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Paulyn actually passed me a catalogue of cakes, letting me chose which cake i want. So sweet of her. Nora and her really pampered me alot, aww love them! Treated them lunch yest heh
Will miss them dearly when my contract is finish.

Study in 2 weeks time and finding job now. # #

ah after talking to uncle henry, feeling more motivated to study well. I not sure its destiny or what, but during my work here he fetched me home in the first week while now its the 2nd last week he too fetched me home. aha..

Naruto @ Wednesday, June 27, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Looking back to 4 years ago, i was still learning the way. Now i am still learning..tell me what progress i got ? nil

I got to be teachable...

I can do it ! I must !

for my sanity..

Naruto @ Wednesday, June 20, 2007

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Good times bed times hah!

Jus watched a love, sexual comedy on channel U. A movie which starred louis khoo, lau ching wan, sammi cheng and charlene choi. Found out that i have a knack for love movies. funny for a guy..

How louis khoo styled his hair is unbelievable..just don't have the talent to style my hair i guess..

Apparently i spent my evening being a potato in front of the tv. Condor heroes then that movie..jialat..but my mood is much better now.

Sat evening with sow was great. opps ! :p

She totally mesmerised me with her red dress.

Hope her parents did not nag at her else i will feel bad.

Naruto @ Sunday, June 17, 2007

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Sweaty

The competitive streak of me arises again.

I should have control myself more..but the sweats cannot stop dripping and at the same time pulling me.

In the end, kneecaps, thighs and a toe in blister. phew..luckily no major incident which ended with a win for us ! heh

Must restrict myself thou i know the sweaty cells inside me waiting for to implode! : (

Naruto @ Monday, June 11, 2007

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

reflections

Lee yen or should i say Lee wen, what a nice name. She told me only a few people in the co know it. Anyway she shared with me alot of herself thru msn and over the dinner we had, i cannot believe that she trusted me so much after all we just know each other. Its fate i guess, few yrs back we only knew each other by names yet now sharing personal issues between us.

After knowing her, i come to reflect myself more in depth..I can be jovial, funny, lame whatsoever but most of the time inside me..i am an empty soul. Maybe i am making myself silly, fun just to hide my weakness. Strong on outside but weak in the inside ?Just like her, i need someone, not just anyone of course who can be my friend, understand me, give me moments of care concern and love me of who i am.

A typical human being, humane after all. I need someone beside me, in everything i do yet i am scare of getting hurt again..how ironically. I am such a cancerian guy..

Then again i will remember what liyun told me. Don't be too emotional..

Am i so untrustworthy ? I gave someone something yet the person don't believe that there was something for her. I wrote someone something yet the person don't believe that its for her in the first place and i called someone, the person say i just finding topics to talk to pass time.

Was kinda sad when she showed that so..but glad & happy that the art piece was given. I hope she like it.

From a call 4 days later that hurted me badly, I found out that my heart needs a new breathe of air..else i will be suffering from lethargic effects which i already did. I value that particular thin thread hence i am running away.. *_*

Anyway changed my style.

Strange but true, 4 yrs ago a girl helped me to style abit. I liked it that time but did not dare to try it. Now kinda e same style, well just follow it lah this time! oh my giggsy has retired from international football. Can see him longer in epl then.. : )

Going to apply my studies on monday. God, pls bless me that i am making the right choice !!!

Naruto @ Sunday, June 03, 2007

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