Wednesday, March 21, 2007

A long day out~

Its been a few months since i went out window shopping, movie and chilling at some cafes. Managed to do that today and well caused my poor ankle suffering now. Thanks to someone who guided me from one part of orchard to another way further part ! haha...

300, a freaking nice movie, full of bloody scenes and omg fighting styles and tactics! I am goin to buy this movie as a keep sake! Ah, got nude scenes too hahah! The girl beside me was loving it, amazed ! Oh she was enjoying e bloodi scenes i mean..about the sexual ones, not so sure..so are you? ;p

Learnt one phrase " Because I am kind" yaya..ego manic guy who said that from the movie. Its funny to use that thou..heh

Anyway since after my ORD, i never enjoyed my freedom at all till now! The air of freedom is delicious! yummy yummy!

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Dear God, i wish my ankle quickly recover so i can go work soon.

Dear God, sometimes i wish my ankle did not occurred that accident before

Dear God, growing up is hard you know..how i wish i am the 9 years old little boy again where Mrs Tan would always look after me and i can play n play..

yeah..I know why i am saying all this now and why i keep enjoying my life..because i am sort of under a kinda depression. Its like my ankle is actually keeping my life from evolving better..

Its like..i want to do that yet cannot..do this yet cannot..

Keeping myself from turning into a wreck, i just continue to enjoy my life doing some informative stuffs like papers, stocks yet..But i know this is not the time to do that..

Need a fucking plan...to start off my life soon!

"Stay motivated despite trying circumstances: There's no doubt that world can be frustrating, but remember that you can choose your response to your environment. If you make a conscious decision to begin each day with a positive outlook, negative conditions at work can't take that away from you. Aim to increase your self-awareness so you can better understand your emotional hot buttons."

I hate that blooodi guy who did that to me! yes i hate him..I always thinking of extracting my revenge on him..but i know i should not do that..

If one day..i manage to seee him again, I hope that day wouldn't come...or am i hoping it?

Naruto @ Wednesday, March 21, 2007

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.