At 2.06am now...
These days I been facing solitude at home, hardly talk to anyone except my dad during the day and family when they came back home. Occasionally, friends do visit me or i will call them for phone chats.I must admit, its getting the nerve of me. Hadly goes hard to the outside world, yest there was some sunlight shining over the corridor and some vit D is good for me i guess. Yeah, nv regret that i did that.
Staying at home makes one person think alot esp the past. The regrets, evil, good, sweet whatsoever moments I went thru before. It can make you mad, that's why i guess people are being send to jail instead of other punishments.
Have to stop thinking about the past, now its time to think about my future. Oh dear, its scary to think..
Ever thought of the picture, i mean the BIG PICTURE!!
Maybe God wants me to fall down not once but twice and force myself to stand up again. Its hard to imagine that i need to have my right ankle operated twice. I only have myself to blame i guess..nahz, not going to regret anymore. Ever thought before that what you went thru in your life is sort of training to the big picture? hah yeah i know, its like zi wo an wei..but i think it holds some true. really, think about it.
So therefore, if this is the training that God wants me to undergo, I am abide to take this challenge ! Amen
Naruto @ Friday, January 19, 2007
ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.
