Thursday, February 02, 2006

One of my new wish in this New 2006 year!

I couldn't pity myself more longer..everything i took my body for granted. I thought i am a God. I am not. I sprained my back again due to soccer today. The ironic thing was that just before i went to play, a friend told me he is not playing due to aches in his body. I told him that, human mental power is much stronger than you think, Mind over Body! Well, just that my body couldn't take the stress level i put though. Jus so ironic...

Now as im typing it, my back is aching..its painful till i unable to squat.
:((( HELP!!! DAMN!! I hate my empty promises...I told myself, i going to on a diet of soccer games till i recover fully. I did not. The lure of scoring, playing, going pass players had me eat my own words again!!

Sometimes..i think my mental strength on activites like games & etc is too strong, even my parents say when can i able to look after myself, not to let them worried : (

I should change the route of the excessive mental power on things that worth more of my time and now

i understand the proverb "The greatest enemy is not anyone but yourself"

To able to attain the greatest level in oneself, you have to defeat the demon in you. Im not getting any soccer games till i recover fully! maybe just soccer with those pri sch kids but not high level soccer games. Just cannot..This is one of my new wish in this new year!

Naruto @ Thursday, February 02, 2006

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.