Tuesday, January 03, 2006

New Year! 2006!!!!

Happy New Year everyone! Happy 2006! Kinda late hur but who cares! hee..This is a new year for everyone, esp for me! I have some realistic resolutions to attend to and i hope i can make it happen! Well but first let me recall back my 2005.

It was not exactly a good year for me, for the first few months i was getting too emotional over my relationship with my ex. Well not only e first few months i guess, it should be the whole of 2005, but i moved on gradually as the time passed. 2006 is a new year and i will go forward with my very best! =)

Here is how my 2005 was spend :

From Jan to March just after my pop from bmt, I had my ATT, ammo tech course. It was a stressful but fun course. Almost every 3 days, we had a exam and e notes were like 3 books thick! Just before every exam, i would have my early slp routine then woking up in an unearthly hours (my pri 4 and 0 level life!!) to study for the papers. Sometimes she accompanied me though online. After finished e studies and with some coffee, i would go for my course at the sch which situate at the wulu wulu hilltop Well, during e course i made some fabulous friends and i learnt alot of myself esp my temperametal attitude when things not going my way.

I did went to a concert at Esplande during the month of jan. It was awesome, the hall inside was very big and tall and i was sitting at the 3rd floor. The view and sound system of the play was a marval. Yes, the performance consist of ballet dances of childhood stories etc Little Red Riding hood were breathtaking. I like it alot so did she but alas i made a fuss during e nite.

Feb came, CNY season time. Had a new hairstyle, first time i changed my ever arron kwok style. Hhmm, had lots of goodies too and the only thing i remember most was that i played with my cousins of 5 and 7 years old gers. Made me realised that i love children alot!! Everytime i saw kids, i would wink or make some faces @ them! ahah

March, everything i had during Jan and Feb came crashing down. I was at my lowest point ever in my life. Nothing good to write about it in terms of physical health ( my back ) and mental health. Depression, yes first time i had it. Kinda new and scary.

Well, from the month of April to June nothing interesting happened. Graduated from my Sch of Ammo, posted to TAD. The camp was small but the depot was very big! Handled live ammo first time in my life, from counting hundreds of bullets to inspecting numbers of grenades and 155 was a very new experience! The greeny surrounded the building really made us feel that we are in a nature reserve! Enjoyed there as there are many friends around me, talking and sharing our lifes there. : )

During the time, my ankle sored alot. I made a decision. I intend to have my metal plates out from my right ankle. As the pain kept growing, at that time i hoped by doing so, will help to heal my ankle.

July, few days after my 22nd Birthday i had the 2nd operation of my ankle. The feeling of wheeling into the operation had mixed feelings. The feeling of alittle scared and curiousity. From exploring the rooms and equipments to seening two junior doctors SMSing their hp! omg!! Luckily the op went smoothly. Went back home later in the evening and oh yah, with my screws and plate! I had my recuperation from july to august wor. During this time, I enjoyed the freedom that i missed before my enlistment. Watching naruto, reading some books and playing my games for 1 month + or so.

My poly mate, yang yang visited me too. She came with her friend and lots of tibits! haha..After my foot was alittle better, i visited her home several times. I remember i watched this movie with her, forgot what was the title but my fav korean actress jang nara was inside! :) Oh, i watched a midnite movie too, ghost train i think. I was quite aweful at that time! Damn paiseh ! haha...
Now she is in Australia studying, don't know how is she. Really hopes she is fine and well studying there!

Just before my birthday i met this pretty but "scar-y" girl. Quite nice to me and was kinda attracted to her as a friend. She sat though with me on my 22nd birthdat, thanks joan. Then just the day or two before my operation, she and i did something unforgettable. Will always rem that. Too bad, after that we just cannot click.

Attached to KAD on Sept to Dec and counting, was kinda nothing to do hence sent there to have my ankle heal. As im the 3SG at there, the men told me in few months time i will be handling all aspects in the camp. Eekk..but i had not choice do i? Learning to be independent, that is one of the trait you will have to learn. The OC in kad kinda sucks. Seriously, nothing good worth mentioning here except the friendly environment with the friends.

During the month of Nov, i remember i spent lots lots of $ on food! One week eating at resturant with joel, haiyan, sandi then another week was at tiong bahru market celebrating joel 21st birthday! ordered quite alot of food. :P

Dec..the last month of 2005! Very busy with my camp life, got mani shits. Those guys with crabs, bars on their collars got attitude problems! Why am i not getting e treatment i shd deserve? Yes, sometimes is my fault! But when i did well, did i get praise? who wants your bloodi praises anyway!!

Went MOS on x'mas eve with yuling, adrain and my dear gay buddy louis. E place is very big ans bright. Very nice to walk ard..hahaa...lol. Remember that i spent the last 2 christmas eve outside with my friends. 2003, was with joel and wenhai and yangfei out at a club at ps area. 2004, was with her, counting down on a bus. Pathetic...?

Anyway here is my 2005, still got many stuffs to write but feeling draggy now..maybe when i got lin gan to write again, i will input more stuffs. Meanwhile, Mr Jeffrey..2005 is a past, tell yourself that. Walk towards the future, with my resolutions in hand!! can i do it?!?! i can, i must!

oh, i do cherish my friends alot. Im a cancercian after all.

Naruto @ Tuesday, January 03, 2006

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.