Thursday, August 18, 2005

Miserable week at camp. What e fuck with...

Returned to camp this week and had the most miserable week in my army life. Excuses boots as my tendon in my ankle still swollen hence i wear civil clothes. Some assholes are plain jealous of me, coz being a serg got tis job called Cos. Then got this particular serg kept telling and giving me looks that being a cos is hard, so when i go back to my uniform life when i recover, i need to do more duties and Cos jobs. what the fuck!!!!!! U think i want my tendon like that one ah! of course i want to walk properly too, who wants to be injure! Likes i am pretending to be in pain, ccb! Today he say me again, i told him shut up, say enuff already! ? If he say one more time again, i going to fark him!
Then got some men aso giving me looks, i really wish i can shout at them, wtf r u looking at! Plain inmature fuckers. But i cannot, i still got one more year in that camp, need to put on an mask not to spolit relations with those guys.

I am very frustrated of my ankle, tot that i operated to take out the metal plates will be ok liao.yeah, the part near the metal plates is ok, the tendon worsen. :(
Today went to see doc again, he say why did not op the tendon at the same time with the metal plates. I told him that my therapist say actually op that tendon is not a good idea as you can exercise till it recover. I told that to the doc b4 the op then he say ok. Now he asked me again, i told him that reason again. He say, u believe me or the therapist! wTF was he saying!!!!
I don't want argue. i just want my tendon to recover. hhmm...need to think.

Naruto @ Thursday, August 18, 2005

ramens with extra chili sauce~yumms.